Lately things have been sorta crazy for me. I am just coming out of a severe state of depression. I haven't been able to write or think clearly, hence why I haven't updated. Things were so bad that Monday night I decided to go for a walk and suddenly I was standing out front of Lidia's house soaked from the rain. I saw the tv on and figured I'd stop in ... She opened the door, and I just started bawling. She told me a could stay there but I said no, I better head home and proceeded to walk back. All in all I walked for an hour and a half in the rain. I was just so upset I dont even remember all that much.
Things have been strange. I miss my father a lot right now and want to see him really badly. I don't know how to get in touch with him ... and that frusterates me. I finally understand my father wasnt a bad man, he was sick. Infact my father was a good man ... a very good man and I miss him a lot.
We are moving because there have been some issues with the super intendants and some of the people that live here. I dont know all the details but everything seems to do with Jeff. We lived here 9 years and now that Jeff is here we suddenly start having trouble ... WTF????
My brain is shutting down again .. Ill type more later