I believe mom is planning on forcing me out of the apartment. Looks like I was wrong about the break up.
She told me that yes Jeff was going to get his own place, but they were going to stay together and she was going to just visit him there and such.
Today though, she asked about when I applied for OSAP. She said that I'd want to get enough to get a place near school and transfer to the Welland Wal-Mart.
I guess Jeff wins over me. Everytime it comes close to him moving out, something happens and it turns around and backfires on me. I just don't understand.
My mother used to be one of my best friends and now we argue every day. Nothing I do is good enough. Nothing I say is right. Everything I want is too much. What I have for her is not enough.
I don't understand. I don't understand why it has to be this way. I've tried so hard, but to no avail.
My mother used to be the strong one, the one that everyone went to, they looked up to her and liked hanging around. Now everyone stays away and she distances herself. She is never happy with anything, not even herself.
and Jeff ... well I hate him, he hates me ... and I do not understand how I became 3rd runner up.