My sister is sick ... and that really has me worried ... the smallest cold can turn into pneumonia for her .... So many times I remember rushing her into the emergency ... before she had her g tube put in ... things were extremely scary ... bc her veins would collapse when they tried to put in the IV ... *sigh* ... So many nights and days spend sitting in the children's ward .... it was so sad .... she was so drained ... it took everything to even just breathe .... she's a strong kid though .... alot of kids in that ward are .... I saw many that had life threatening illnesses .... I remember talking to one little girl .... she seemed normal ... I thought she was a sister to somebody ... but I found out that she had leukemia and didn't have a long time left ... she just went on as if everything was ok ... she wasn't afraid ... sure she had her down points ... the one day she was in pain and couldn't come to the toy room to play .... but the strength .... I mean .... I can't comprehend the strength some people have ... especially children .... ANYWAYS ... my sister is a fighter so hopefull she'll get better right away
Monday, December 22, 2003
About Me
- Name: Tall Girl
- Location: Ontario, Canada
I'm a crazy individual with a hint of optimism and curiosity. I wish that I was an intellect, but my heart likes to hold me back. I like living in dream worlds and waking up to the occasional harshness of reality. I like watching people and analyzing them to death. I love talking to children and losing myself in their world of imagination. My sister is my world and has given me an understanding of life that not many people get to experience. I have an anxiety/pannic disorder that I am slowly learning to keep in line. I like depression because of the distortions it gives my view of the world because you need to see both sides to ... well ... live and experience life. Finally, I despise tomatoes!
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