Well ... I have managed to let everything bug me ... especially what that girl said ... I actually have myself sick ... like I could vomit at any moment ... *shakes head* ... I thought I had myself calmed down ... but I don't ... I'm like a runaway train ... and I'm going to collide with something sooner or later ... *shrugs* ... I'm sure I'll be okay in a few days ... but I feel like crap ... I was stunned that girl said that to me ... like it really hurt ... and I can't stop thinking about it ... oh .. I gtg my stomach