You all think of me as some gentle giant. You would laugh to see me now. I'm in one of my calm moods ... where I feel pain ... but I am okay with it ... I cry for what I see as no reason ... but I am picking up energy from my surroundings ... I want to discuss the ins and outs of life while everyone is shuffling off to bed ... I don't believe I will sleep tonight ... and when I do I think I will be in a place of extreme thought ... ha ha ... I sound crazy ... dont I?