Monday, February 09, 2004

I went to the doctors about my foot ... and he said I could have a stress fracture or whatever ... and it could be bc of walking or climbing stairs ... then he said but it could be bc I am so overweight ... and it hurt ... I know I'm big but I hate hearing it ... can't I be big and happy??? ... like I exercise everyday for atleast 10-30mins .... but nothing ... and Im not the worst eater in the world .... I also like being how I am ... I'm so used to it .... I like being the cuddly giant .... but then there are those days ... that all I see is fat ... and I begin to feel depressed .... I just look at the excess weight I have and shake my head .... I mean ... this entire body image sucks ... and Im so fed up

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