Hello to all you people out in blog land ... I have a question for all you relationship buffs ...
Is it complicated to be your ex lovers friend? Did it feel strange when you hung around them when you broke up? How long did it take?
I know I know That was more than one question, but I can't help it. I realised a long time ago that my ex does not want to be with me, so I began to think of her as a friend ... like how we were when we first met. Of course she knows me better than many people and I love that about her because I feel I can go to her about anything ... right? Are there things that I shouldn't talk to her about? She is one of my closest friends, I see her and I think "Hey look it's Chantal" ... not "Hey look it's my ex" ... I'm confused. This is my first time ... so I don't know if I am handling this correctly. Aren't I supposed to revert back to being friends? Move on and realise that it wasn't meant to be ... cause holding on and feeling awkward would mean that there is something to feel awkward about ... *shrugs* ... ANYWAYS ... I will admit though if her boyfriend is around I will freak out ... but I think I have built up anger and what not towards him ... I just cant stand him ... he disgusts me ... and then ... I have this strange sense of pity for the guy ... *nods* ... so yea ... That is my blog for today .. PLEASE REPLY PEOPLE ... I WANT FEEDBACK ON THIS ONE