I'm alive and well!
Things are going pretty good for me, right now. Right now being this moment. I've been listening to classical music and have begun creating things again, I pulled out my unfinished paintings and plan on finishing them at some point this week. I've turned back into lovey dovey Gill, but I'm not really sure why. I think it's because I find comfort in all of those things, and my home life is a little crazy right now.
These past weeks I've been submerging my head into news and documentaries ... I've been asking people to take me on long drives ... and into antique shops ... playing classical music as loud as I can ... while sitting in a dark room ... While I do all of this my heart sings out ... I want love! I want knowledge! I want ... so much ... and while I stimulate my mind ... I feel all of this ... strange ... but true
Anyways .. Im going to go .. I might be sad later on .. or mad .. but atleast I had this moment today