Suddenly I am breaking out of my shell.
I have been a member of Brock Pride for 5 years. I used to show up at meetings and I am on their list serve but I hardly ever say anything.
Yesterday I spoke up and let people know I was there.
I have had a flood of people from the group add me to their msn lists.
I have found a girl that actually likes classical music (she also plays trumpet in an orchestra while at the same time loves lax and sports) and wanted to go with me tonight to see the Niagara Symphony. I was too chicken to go with her ... but she will be there tonight with a friend she conned in to going with her... and I hope on some off chance I get to meet her face to face.
It's so exciting though. Suddenly this new window has been open ... I don't mean that I want to date all of these girls ... I just mean that people that understand me on a different level are there for me. Now I have people that will go to gay bars or even pride ... and Im out to everyone including my aunt and everything ... so I have nothing to hide ... FRIG I FEEL GOOD ...
It's funny ... I feel like another certain friend of mine ... *cough* caitlin *cough*